So for the last few days, our baby, Adah has been waking up around 3:30am. I was fully aware that infants wake up throughout the night, but when she wakes up we have a routine. I go change her, Alyssa feeds her and then in my perfect plan, Adah and Alyssa and I would go back to sleep. But, this is not the case. Adah fights going back to sleep and it usually is an hour to two before she will go to sleep.

I have been taking her to the living room and trying a few things to calm her down, such as talking to her, holding her in a few different positions, to just asking God to help. Some how as I became impatient due to lack of sleep it hit me like running into a brick wall. I am an infant totally dependant upon God and yet even though I cry and fuss God does not grow tired of me. Even though I am sinner and sin and sin, God has not given up on me. He remains patient and wants me to grow and be ever so dependent upon him. I went back in the room and laid down and just said thank you Jesus for not being impatient with me.
So I realize that God is working on me ever so much with this child and I look forward to what he has for me next.